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My name is Shelley. I’m eighteen, and I live in a quiet Polish suburb where the mornings begin with the sound of trams and the smell of fresh bread from small bakeries. For many people this place is just the background of everyday life, but for me it feels like a spacious stage where I can invent my own stories.

Art has been with me for as long as I can remember. I can wander through museum halls endlessly, make quick sketches in the margins of my notebooks, or rewatch a favorite film until I know it frame by frame. Cinema, to me, is not just a storyline — it’s a way to feel, to understand, even to breathe. Sometimes it seems that every shot hides something secret, waiting to be noticed.

Life outside the city means constantly looking ahead. The trains heading toward the center always feel like little tickets to new possibilities: a university lecture, a screening of an old film, or sometimes simply a step toward something bigger. It’s on the road that my ideas come alive and turn into dreams.

Sometimes I feel almost like an adult — when I discuss an exhibition, read a difficult book, or try to understand the intention of a director only critics talk about. But in other moments…